Im sorry Isabella. I'm sorry. I deserve you to hate me. I deserve you to call me names. I don't deserve for you to be nice to me. i dont know why I did that. I broke your heart. that's not what I intended to do. but I wasn't thinking straight. it's something i can't fix. I couldn't sleep last night. in such a dumbass. you shouldn't even be talking to be all nice. I deserve to be shitted on by you. I'm sorry. me being the person who's on in love w you should not have done that. you shouldn't forgive me. I'm going to remind myself everyday how much I hate myself for going that. you're perfect and every way and they just broke you. I've been messing up so bad these past months and I'd rather be dead tbh. you deserve someone better than me. I apologize for everything. nothing could make up for this. it's okay to hate me. if you whenever you can hit me. or don't even talk to me. I deserve it. I'm 199% wrong for this. I hate myself that I did this. I deserve everyone you told to hate me or look done on me. I'm a disappointment to myself. I hate me. you should to. im sorry. I didn't mean to.