I'm starting to feel like I could never be in a relationship. I'm only pretty when I put on makeup, I really suck at figuring out what is being friendly and what is flirting, I dont really know how to flirt, I'm REALLY weird when I'm around people I "like-like", and I can help but think that any relationship is going to end in one of us dying, or us breaking up. Neither of which sound like fun. I thought teenager were supposed to be full of love and hopeful??? Wtf is wrong with me??