I really want you to know...I LOVE YOU... But I'm scared.. scared of knowing that you don't feel the same.. For years I've been making a fool out of myself.. and right now, everytime, everyminute, every second, my heart still whispers your name. It's hard having to conceal this. it's hard to let go, i don't want to lose you! but how can I lose you, when in the first place, you're not even mine? this is so painful! so painful!!