My dad is cheating on my mom and i'm the only one who knows but i don't want to tell because we have a perfect family. He was always the best dad ever and also a perfect husband. So when i found out it was like a kick in the face because he teached me so many good things about God and being a good person, about love and now i don't even know what should i believe, i don't even know if God is real. I was seeing God in my father just to discover that.I am a very cold person now and i hurt people and I HATE that but i don't know what i should do so i keep living my life like nothing happened. But i can't trust anyone now. If my father could do that, in my eyes anyone can do it.