I have body dismorphia disorder, but in reverse. Instead of thinking i am ugly when im not, i actually think im far more attractive than i really am. I go for modelling auditions and post profiles on websites rating looks expecting to be the hot stuff only to be told i am a below average 3 or 4 on a really good day. This then makes me incredibly depressed until i convince myself that they are the wrong ones. Still i can't see it when i look in the mirror. I just want to be HONEST about my looks, not have a false idea, i feel i can appropriately limit myself to things i can succeed at (like asking women out etc) and thus stop this disappointment when honest people tell me im not this super stud i think i am.