I love my mom, but she's so strict so as my dad, they also told me that I can have a bf when I turn 30 yrs. which is not a joke (I'm 22 now, college grad.) I also have a curfew, which is 6 p.m and when there are times that I complain, she will always use her hypertension against me, saying that it's my fault if she dies. I really want to die. I don't know how to deal with her anymore. There are times that I wished I was born in a western country where I can do stuffs, such as hanging out with friends, being happy at least once in my life. I don't disagree with their discipline when I was young, such as spanking and face slap because I learned how to respect adults/people/them, but being strict until now... ugh.