My mom and dad are getting a divorce. This is due to my mom finding an cyber fuck buddy. I remember my dad crying over the sink, then later on she eventually left to see this man. They were "friends", but when my dad meant him they became pals. They were leaving to see him all the time. They would fill his house with food, while leaving my 5 siblings and I starving. This continued for 3 whole months. I had to be the leader of the house, and to this day I feel pain. I had to feed them, and some nights I would not eat. I almost committed suicide 3 times, but the thought of my siblings kept me alive. It is like I have been stabbed in the chest and it hurts. I can't get over this pain.