I used to get bullied in middle school, but when I moved to a new town I decided to change that. I became the bully, I was the one who had one night stands with random girls then ignore them for days. I was feared and hated by ~90% of high school. It all changed my senior year ( this year) when I met the girl of my dreams. We hit it off great; we became best friends, I told her how I felt. Sadly she dated my cousins (yes multiple) and I was so upset I drank daily and went through cartons of cigarettes weekly. She saw I was destroying myself and she hasn't talked to me since.