I have had insomnia since I was 11, ever since I knew I had it, I've changed. When I was 16 I became depressed due to my mother and father's unstable relationship. I'm now 19 and it's worse than ever. I'm studying physics in university and I'm constantly studying because I'm worried I'll get bad grades, my roommate constantly says she understands, but ironically she always tells me to 'be social' and 'get up and do something'. The only thing that keeps me going is my cat, the internet and coffee. I hope to move out soon and recover from depression, slowly but gradually. For now... I don't know what I'm doing with my life.