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I am so so happy and glad today because one of the lecturer that i contacted for my research paper agreed to be one of the author for my research paper.Oh my! I am so full with excitement.Thank you Jesus.Finally i am able to do a research on a topic that i really wanted to do so badly.Well,whatever that my sister said to me this morning is seriously a lie and i have prove it that not all lecturers are bad.Well,i know my sister too well,she only knows to demotivate me all the time and tell all the bad things to me just to make me feel upset.Seriously though,this morning when i told my sister that i wanna do a research paper with a lecturer in a public uni that i know..her immediate response was totally negative and she said things like the lecturer is not gonna entertain me and will not respond to me and i was really completely down for a moment because actually this research is my first step towards doing my phd and because my sister told me that way i was so sad and hurt actually by her.I mean why do she even have to demotivate me,why cant she say something positive to me and when i told her that i dont believe whatever that she says and i know that the lecturer wont do to me like what she said she immediately told me that i was arrogant and thinks that i am too good and she based her opinions on whatever that she has experienced.I mean that was your experience and yes previously i had the same experience as well but in a different kinda way than her but then now is different and i dont like the idea of stereotyping all education lecturers as the same like they are bad because i know that somewhere along the way there are good lecturers and you just gotta have faith in God that He will show you the right lecturer for your studies.So,after my sister left for work,i sat in my room and prayed to God because i was thinking of emailing the particular lecturer after i had already get a good amount of sleep in the day as i did not manage to get a good rest yesterday and i told God to wake me up so that i could be able to email this particular lecturer and even moments before i start writing the email to the lecturer i start praying and then i wrote the email and then before i send the email i prayed again and then surrendered everything to God in hopes that this lecturer will reply me back and true enough at night,around 10pm this particular lecturer replied my email and agreed to be a part of my research as one of the author and i was really glad that i couldnt stop thanking this lecturer in my email.All i can say is that whenever you feel doubtful of something or feeling at your lowest just pray to God and definitely God will hear your prayers and help you to solve it.Thank you Jesus so much.This is definitely going to be an adventure for me discovering new things as i do my research in an entirely new field in education.Thank you thank you Jesus once again.It is also my first step towards doing my phd studies in the future where this research is part of the study that i intend to do for my phd soon.As for my sister,i guess i better stop talking things about myself to her and just talk to God because only He knows how to deal with my problem and if ever i have the need to vent out my feelings i guess i'll just vent it out here on this app.

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