oh no! actually,i am scared now and feeling really stressful.After i met with my friend she gave me her wedding card and now i am so so worried that if my mom saw the card she will be screaming and bugging me about this issue.I dont plan to invite my mom to my friends wedding even though my friend invited my mom to her wedding because i am scared that my mom will start to tell her worries to my friend and if possible i dont wanna go with my sister either actually because i hate my sister so so much.She never even once try to understand and she keep thinking that i am a normal person when i am actually not.I mean why cant you understand me????? why are you keep on thinking that i am normal person when i am even not.For heaven sake i have mental illness why cant you brain that and why cant you accept the fact that i am sick huh? Why are you so idiotic and so dumb like that..and you keep asking me to behave like a normal person when i just cant even..seriously i am so so pissed out with her la..especially my whole family even keep asking me to hide my depression and anxiety infront of people when i just cant..Do you read me? I JUST CANT OK? i am sick mentally and this is for life ok..i am taking medication and it is totally proven that i am sick ok..i have MADD and you people(my family) cant even seem to understand me..Why are you on denying mode..why cant you just accept the fact huh? is it that difficult to accept the fact that i am sick..huh? especially my sister..she is so stupid.ugh!