Here's the thing. I am flirting with 3 boys. One from school, one from College and my ex. I do not know how to say no. I am with the one from school because he gives me physical affection, he kisses me often and stuff. The one from college... I am with him because he is so mature and I know that with him I would experience different things (you know what I mean) and I am with my ex because he has been the most special guy in my life but... I think only as I friend; when he asked me if we could get back I couldn't say no because I am afraid to lose him. He is the only boy I really feel connected to and I am so scared that he knows about it. I don't know what to do or what to say to keep the guy from school and the guy from college away from me!!! I just want someone who I can love freely and ugh... it seems so hard, to be honest.