My old best friend was always jealous of me because I was good at video games and guys hit on me even though i don't lead them on. She would always have a crush on her friends boy friends and acted on those feelings but because i wasn't ever in a serious relationship i didn't care for it. Now that I have a serious boyfriend i detached myself from her and my excuse was family problems. She was my only closes female friend. I have been trying to make other girlfriends but because I haven't had a female friend for so long i am afraid of rejection and I don't know if I should trust them. I feel lame..