Can someone please HELP me. I'm so confused about my sexuality, I really admire my teacher. She's a girl I'm a girl. I don't like her in a sexual way, actually, lesbian sex kinda repulses me. However, she's almost like my later ego, I can't stop thinking about her. I feel almost passionate about her. I aslire to be her as my mom never really wanted me. The teacher I admire is like 49 so yeah...ew. But I wish I looked like her at my age. I'm only 13 so my feeling havent really developed properly. I like guys in a sexual way... Definitely. But if I have a crush on one, it dies out within a week. Help me plz, I'd hate to be a lesbian , it's worrying me so much since I can't tell myself what's the difference between love and admiration.