That's it. If she decides to reject me, I'll "resign" from dating. I have to. I'm exhausted from dating people all the time, where it goes well up to the point where she realizes she could have me and leaves. I'm not mad and this is not a decision arising from anger. I'm exhausted. I need a break, I need to relax from dating (which itself should be a relaxing thing to do, wtf). I did have relationships but both of them were fucked up. And pretty much everyone I've met after that accepts no relationship unless I represent her optimal, best possible partner. Anyone else is apparently not acceptable.