It took you moving countries to realise how inconsiderate you are. You are so lucky to have a family that loves you regardless of your horrible attitude and mistakes. Many don't have that and yet you took advantage of our kindness and love. You still blame us for making you unhappy. You don't care about the hearts you've broken because of your selfish reasons. You question why you are unhappy in your 'new home' and yet the answer is right in front you but you're to blind to see it. Grow up and stop thinking you're better than us and know everything which you don't. You're embarrassed of us because we don't party or waste our money on expensive useless shit to impress others. And now you're playing the victim and yet we're still there for you. For once stop thinking about yourself and restore the relationships with your family otherwise you'll get your wish. No one will care for you anymore. The move you push the move we'll pull away.