I know the internet is full of it but,2016... Such a bad year for me.The year started allright,then over time,with everything happened,I lost all my motivation,my will to live,my empathy,anything that ever made me a better person. Some people can deal with whats happening to them,I can't. Every bad moment haunts me,I realized everything I'd do is pointless. From how I had a genuine happy smile at start of the year,now I'm at hardly holding together,and forcing myself to not be an asshole to my friends,and people I know. I can't feel it anymore,I lost it. I lost all hope,I'm empty. And looking at everyone being happy and having their celebrations,I just question myself,what the point? What should I celebrate? All my dreams crushed,and now I don't feel like living,just survivng for some reason. I know this is edgy and all,but writing this out is a small thing makes it a little better. Thanks for reading.