I feel like I have two lives, the one when I'm at college and the one when I am home. When I'm at college I have a good friend group and a boyfriend who lives up near the school and things are good.. But when I come home it's completely different, I barely talk to my friends, I think about my ex boyfriend more than I get to talk to my actual boyfriend and he won't come visit me, and I just get really sad and lonely.. I don't know who I love either.. I broke up with my ex boyfriend for this new guy but I can't help think about my ex when I'm home and occasionally when I'm at college even! It's just hard to know who I am and what I want when I feel like I'm living two separate lives and I am two separate people. What should I do?