#Tw #selfharm I just feel like I want to scratch my legs open, I want to cut open my arms and watch myself bleed. Feel the blood drip, watch as it solidify to this weird jello-y consistency. I feel like I need to open the outside to open the inside. But that's only a feeling which I've haven't had since the last time about 2 years ago and I'm not ready to give in on these cravings. Guess life is taking a toll on me or more likely the lack of deep feelings lately.