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Never know that I will use this app again. I thought that my dark days are over but I guess it wont be that soon. Not sure if its just depression or just being fragile, but I cant help it. No matter how hard I try, I can never escape the same thing happening again. How to expect none when I fear the unknown. I thought if I expect every reasonable possible outcome I would not get hurt but i was wrong. In the end, there is always a range of expectation for each outcome. When one of the least expectation turned out to be true, I end up hurting myself. Then I blame myself for everything I did that cause the outcome. I always blame the past, my past self. Everything that happened affects my life and i can do nothing about it. I was foolish and ignorant. My current action will never atone the mistakes in the past. It makes me feel ashamed and regret. I know that it will not do anything but ehat can I do? I'm helpless and weak. I'm just a boy trying to figure out life but end up punished for his innocence. I guess life is unfair and I'm just whinning over and over just to satisfy my sadness. Hoping that it could ease the pain and put me to rest every night. #latenightthoughts

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