I'm obsessed with him. I want him so much that it even hurts. I'm jealous of every girl or woman who wants him or comes even near him. I want him to be mine, only mine, but I can't tell him. Telling him is not an option because the treasure doesn't do the hunting. I won't lower my standards for him. I don't know why I'm so vulnerable when it's about him. I don't want women even to look at him. I mean, I'd never (god forbid) forbid him to have friends or do things without me, but I just want to be his only choice. I want to build a future with him and be like bonny and Clyde. I don't want anyone else to take my place. I want him to be mine and he's the only one who can upset me that much and drive me literally crazy.