I met a guy 4 months ago .He loved me, he really cared about me and we used to talk for hours . Everything was perfect till I decided to mess it up . I'm bipolar and I didn't tell him so he wouldn't be freaked out .I don't know how to explain it...I really loved him but there were times when I pushed him away and didn't even text him back .One day I called him to break up with him and he kept saying " No, I won't let you go , we're so happy together.. why would you do that ?". I feel awful for breaking his heart .