It's sad how the world can change you without realizing it. I've been a happy,positive guy for a long time,but as time passed by all my life experiences were just negative. Everything pushed on me so hard,I broke. Now I am just a loud,annoying,lonely idiot who is full of hatred. I know it sounds edgy and stuff,but I can't say anything more after I stopped enjoying pretty much anything I like,and people I care for left me behind. This is the only thing left for me, writing down nonsense like this.