sorry cant do it. Jobs too difficult. Im not good enough. I gave it my best shot. Failed. First job out of college. What can i say, Im dumb as hell and its better you find someone else who is smart enough. Of course i wish it wasn't the case but what can i do? Its not like i didnt try. Wise man once told me, if you're not good enough then you are not good enough. End of. SO I give up.