Since my narcissism greatly impairs my love life, I have never had a romantically fulfilling relationship. Even as a man, casual sex does not interest me anymore. I feel like I should find a girl that I genuinely love. I always thought love as a plus and not a must. Yet nowadays I want to fall in love with a girl, even if we do not become lovers, I want the feeling back. Do not get me wrong, I am not depressed or anything, I would just like to be interested in someone in this regard.