This relationship I'm in now has been the best one of my life by far. It's just the little things that made me realize it. Like how sleeping next to him is so easy. I'm not up all night trying to get comfortable and force myself to go to sleep. And when I was sick and he slept on the couch, I hated being away from him even when he was just on the other side of the wall. Before we lived together, I would cry whenever he left my house after staying for a week or so. One time I rubbed his deodorant on my wrists so I could smell him when I slept. We see a future with each other and we talk about it all the time. His family treats me as their own. He knew I really wanted a comfortable chair in the office/game room so I could sit in there with him, so he bought us the most comfortable office chairs I've ever sat on for only $25 each. We needed a washer and dryer, so he bought them and the parts needed to fix them. He changed my oil and filled the fluids in my car. He showed me where everything is under the hood in case I need to do it myself. He does so much for me and I don't deserve him.