I moved from my country 2 years ago and I haven't been there since . I left my family my friends and my best friend .I talk with her every single day and I'm planning on visiting my family in 3 months .I know she's my best friend but she told me that if we every have the chance to meet again she won't leave me . It may sound stupid but I don't want to spend my whole time with her . I want to be with my family the whole time and maybe take one day to meet her . I don't know why I can't stop thinking about that .I don't want to hurt her because she's been through a lot but all I want to do is spend some time with my family .