I feel like we're made for each other. We have the same humor, understand each other with only a few words, it often seems like he can read my mind. We're so attracted to each other - I don't only mean that in a sexual way - that we always end up together somewhere. Oh, but there IS sexual tension, too. So, why am I still hesitating? I am not afraid of relationships or rejection. It's just like... something is holding me back. Violently grabbing onto me to hold me back, because he attracts me like a magnet. I have no idea what it is and that drives me crazy.