The majority of us have that ex right? The first. The one you spent years with, only to realize it wasn't meant to be? Well I'm in a new relationship of a month or two, and I gotta say, things are perfect. She has a beautiful mind, we relate so much, we get along perfectly and best of all, we're also best friends. That's the one thing my last relationship lacked - friendship. This one, realistically speaking, isn't great looking, but that doesn't matter to me anymore. What matters is her companionship and loyalty. I love it, and I wouldn't go back. Thing is, my ex was pretty damn hot. As crazy as she was, he had that going for herself, and I'll never talk bad about her apperance. Last night, I had a dream that I found myself at some party with her, my ex. She was drunk, I was clear minded. She was seducing me, and it was painful to withstand. I wanted her so bad, but I told myself I couldn't do this to my girlfriend. The more my ex persisted, the less big of a deal I thought it would be if maybe I just let her suck my dick or something. It happened. She finished me all over her naked body, and only then did I truly realize what I've done. I left the party and started stressing over things, like whether my ex will remember, and whether she would tell my girlfriend. What was I thinking, of course she would. I know her. Later in the dream (remember, I'm dreaming), I was with my girlfriend, and she was talking about the casual things the normally would. She didn't know, but I had to tell her... But I couldn't bring myself to do it. I woke up this morning, thinking I had cheated on my girlfriend, feeling like I had something to confess to. But... Don't I? I mean I consciously chose to cheat on her, dream or not. Should I tell her? Or should I just bury this? After all, it was just a dream... Fuck.