You color so many of my thoughts... But I've bared my heart, and you didn't feel the same. I understood. I did. I still do. But that doesn't mean I'm over it. I'll do something or see something and the first thing that comes to mind is "Oh you'd like that." "The reminds me of the time we...." Even watching youtube videos... It reminds me of you. We're still friends, and I'm so grateful for that... but that doesn't make it easy. I was right... the grey meant safety. Now we're on one side of that that means nothing can ever come of us. I think I'd rather be in the grey.