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everytime my mom or my best friend (doesnt happen with other women) say what they find attractive on someone, all i hear is that i don't have that("oh he is sooo tall" im one of the shortest guys i know (5'10"/178cm)or whatever)... why? why does this happen with the only people im comfortable with? in the end i hurt myself with it, because they dont even know that i think like that, or that my head tells me that or whatever.. im just so fucking done with myself, i feel like i can never be happy because of my own damn mind... my mind is driving me so crazy, i dont know what i can do anymore, i feel like shit because i tell myself exactly that... i fucking know that i could be one of the best people in my own life, if i had someone who would do that for me, what i did for some people... id maybe be on a better way now...or id be exactly like those who dont even think about a "Thank You"

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  • I used to be like that, so I know how you feel, right now, I think your mind is very interesting, so don't feel bad, ....

  • or if I could accept help, that would be even better, but i dont want to bother someone with the shit which i call my mind... i know that this will be my end one day, and i cant even guess how far away that day might be...

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