Sometimes I want to be in love so bad it hurts. To meet that one person who loves and cherishes you. But I'm so insecure and I wouldn't even know what to do in a relationship. I'm also afraid to have sex. I don't feel ready but I want to have it but I'm too insecure about myself. I cant even talk to a guy. Much less be in a relationship. It makes me feel even more insecure when I see couples all around me and I feel jealous. I get so angry just feeling like this because I don't need someone. But sometimes being alone is lonley. Help?