Sometimes I really don't like having friends at all. I don't feel included whatsoever sometimes. And when I ask what's going on the most popular answer I get is "Nothing." These are my friends too! Not only that but they'll have a full conversation and I'll be sitting right there and they won't even bother to include me. I feel like a second choice if someone is sick or not there. It's stupid but what other choice so I have? I'm so socially awkward that I can't even talk to other people. So I'm kind of stuck. It's stupid and childish because I'll meet new people in my life. But sometimes it gets lonley when no one talks to you.