im in a communal type situation its supose to be a home for me and my children but its not a home its my junkie boyfreinds brothers place and i feel like a used piece of shit for my bf convenience i know hes lying about stuff but i cant being it up he tells me i got nothing and im just lying i have never felt safe and comfortable hes never assured security and has never been my freind hes always been distant made alot of excuses and lied on where and what he makes me out to be crazy so he can keep his good boy image since his mum and partner live on the same property i have no way out i have no income i have no family to help i have had suicidal thoughts i havent been able to pick myself up this time this hasnt been something anyone would be happy about im sick of feeling nothing and wasted being told i got nothing am nothing i dont have freinds to talk to as im quite private and like my alone time only when i need to be social i have no problem well atleast once apon a time i was this is only the tip of the ice berg i literally feel i have no future and my kids will have no mum 4 years ago i was seeing a much brighter picture and i knew who i was and still am i lived and learned and grew and i appreciated all i had been through but this time i dont think theres any saving me this time i dont think god is even here with me Anymore im slowly withering away theres nothing left of me.
my husband is whoremonger. he's not very bright at all. why didn't i know or see this before? probably because the term narcissist wasn't widely known back then and he wore his mask longer than normal. it wasn't until the 4 DUIs and rehab that all the shit came out in full view. he's a rage monster too. my heart is broken. i don't think ill ever love again. not sure if i want to. im not bitter just broken and numb.
I can't stop thinking of my University mate, who also happens to be my husband's work partner. We've known each other for close to 15 years, and we were in a brief relationship in the earlier days. We went on a company trip recently (together with my husband, of course) and there were plenty of times when we just had these "moments", y'know? The slight finger touches, the foot bumps, the eye locking moments. He's been in my head and it's crazy.
I need advices. So my father is cheating on my mother. I know it is their problem and I shouldn't meddle. But. But this slut just sent my youngest sister hurtful words and telling her she is a thick face for even messaging our father using our dad's phone. MY MOM AND DAD STILL LIVES TOGETHER WITH OUR SIBLINGS, not living with the slut or not because my dad has a new family. So my youngest sister is hurt and crying, I know it isn't our dad since the style of text/format is different. I am trying to let it go and still not meddle. Then this slut would stop our dad giving school fees. Money isn't a problem at all but now whenever there's school fees to pay, the slut would non-stop text my dad. (I can say that because no one texts my dad multiple times and my dad doesn't look at his phone multiple times and if it's for work, they always call or message once. Our father used to asked us to check his phones for any update from work if he is doing something). Nowadays, our father won't even give them for meals (it isn't like that before the slut came). So what do I do now?
girl for a talk?🙂 m19 here🖐🏻
i have this really bad side of me that is obsesed with sexual stuff, sex talk, seductiveness ect. i feen the feeling and i love being naughty....with other men..and i have a man...i love when a man takes control of me and treats me really naughty.....then i feel so ashamed ....
Has anybody else ever been exhausted by an ex? Our relationship ended 3 years ago and he’s still stuck on me. He was talking to me and some other girl at the same time for about a year before we were official. I asked him multiple times if he had any feelings for the other girl or if he liked her and he was adamant they were just friends. I’m not a jealous person and never had a problem with him talking to her especially since we were friendly to each other. We never hung out together but we were Facebook friends and followed each other on IG. All was good at the beginning between me and my now ex until he started behaving shadily. He would tell me he’s doing one thing but his friends or social media show different. He was acting very vague with short 1-3 word replies, on the phone he didn’t say much, in person he was really secretive and seemed like he was in his own world. The final straw was when we made plans to hang out and he canceled to “study”. Turns out he was hanging out with the other girl and it wasn’t the first time, he did it our whole relationship. He told me the entire time they don’t hang out anymore, they barely talk, they only text here and there to check up on each other. Basically when he wasn’t with me he was with her. Neither one of them would confirm if they ever hooked up or not but neither denied it so I’m pretty confident they did. He spilled all the beans on a lot of things so I broke up with him immediately and ever since then he will not move on. He keeps trying to talk to me saying I’m the love of his life, he wants to marry me, we’re meant to have children together and all this shit. Our relationship lasted less than a year so its funny how he was juggling the 2 of us the entire time and all of a sudden we’re supposed to be married and have kids? WHAT! We weren’t anywhere near that stage when the relationship was good. But he just womt give up. He messages me all the time and shows up at my work “to get lunch” at least twice a week. It’s literally exhausting having this man bothering me all the time. I’ve told him I’m not interested but he wont let it go. Every time I block him he finds a way .
I had a dream that I was at some sort of sleepover with my ex and her family, and her new boyfriend. He slept right next to her as she took my hand. Then held my dick, and started stroking. I was worried she would wake any one of them, but she didn't seem to be. She put it in her mouth and started sucking, and I came quickly. That's when I woke up with a pair of boxers soaking in cum... Hottest dream I've ever had. I really want it to come true.
My girlfriend has just told me she's pregnant. I honestly don't know what to think. I have the nagging doubt in My head that there's a chance it's not mines. iv been with her just over a year, and have never had any real findings that she's ever cheated on me but something just tells me she has. stupid things like I know when a guy has messaged her because I get a glimpse of the name or whatever and when I ask who it is she plays it off as one of her girlfriends. iv also seen sexts to another guy from a point where we were early on in our relationship but still getting pretty serious. I asked her if she was seeing or in contact with more than one person at the start and she said absolutely not. I know otherwise though. I don't know what to think, I love her, but don't know if I trust her fully
So I've been with my boyfriend for about 6 months or so now and it's going really great! He is honestly a great person and I definitely feel like I love him...but, my mind keeps bringing me back to other sexual experiences I had or could've had. Like I keep thinking about this girl that I was talking to when I first got together with my bf. She and I both knew nothing serious would ever come out of it but I think we were both looking to try something new, we just never got the chance. Or this guy that was consistently my drunken hookup for several months. He's not exactly relationship material, but damn the sex was good! I never act on these thoughts or anything cause I really don't want to ruin what I have with the bf, but sometimes that person/sex with them is in my head all day long. It's like my head and my heart are going in one direction but the rest of my body is going the other way.