i prefer to be with my boss than at home with my family
one year into a rocky marriage I met a much older man who I got to be casual friends with. as time went on I started confiding in him with the very serious issues I was heading with my husband. he developed into a very jealous, controlling, manipulate, and angry person. he lost to decent jobs because of his anger and now he won't look for another one because "They don't pay enough". I talked to this older man many times and occasionally cried on his shoulder. literally cried on his shoulder. over the next few months, we became really close and we developed a physical attraction for each other. we have been very intimate the last several weeks and I might have fallen in love with him as my husband pushed me futher and futher away. my new love gives me advice to hold my marriage together and encourages me to have patience with him. he's had some dealings with mental health and his family and he believes my husband is suffering from a combination of depression, anxiety, and perhaps is bipolar. he's pushed me to set up an appointment with a doctor or therapist but my husband gets extremely angry for days when I suggest something like that. I keep struggling with what to do. I'm also very thankful for my Lover.
I must confess. Some time ago I used to spend nights at these country girls' place. They were so horny that they took turns to sleep next to me. Everyone slept in the hall on the floor. I didn't start anything but gradually one by one began "sleeping" close to me and one put her leg across me. Damn I was so turned on! But I didn't do anything because they were about 16. But their boobs were well developed. One girl put her boob on my hand ....I didn't know what to do. And she kept it there. I'm not proud about this but I couldn't take anymore and took her hand and wrapped it around my dick and made her jerk me off. I almost came but stopped. Then she slept on my thigh, right next to my dick. All I had to do was to turn and my dick would have been touching her mouth! I don't know how I controlled my urge to avoid her from giving me a bj. Her sister was always tempting me ... trying to make me pay with her boobs. Damn solid boobs. I've touched it but never squeezed them. one day I just couldn't help it... she was "sleeping" and her ass was next to me. I just couldn't take it and pressed my dick on her ass until I came! Another day she pretended to be sleeping... in the afternoon, but I saw her eyes blinking and she was tempting me to suck her breasts and perhaps fuck her. But somehow I controlled myself and didn't even play with her breasts. It was the most difficult thing I ever did...to restrain myself from a sure wild fuck. Then she sat up and went to the sofa and tried so hard to lure me. I admit that I went to her but did not play with her. But stroking my cock against her ass and coming was really satisfying. So there...I have confessed.
im married and am perfectly happy apart from the really vanilla sex. i have started to mess around with my boss at work who is also married he seems to be developing feelings that i don't want but don't want to stop fucking him cause well...... its good
I can't believe its taken me this long to do this. A long time coming but its time nonetheless. Back when I was in highschool, I was never really involved in the dating scene. Highschool seemed to simply be a glorified place where people had to compete to be noticed, be admired, to simply be known and viewed at as a human being. And if you did something that was in the least bit awkward then it was frowned upon and you were either completely ignored or you were mocked for the rest of your highschool years. Which brings me to my confession. It wasn't until I turned 20, two years after I had graduated from highschool that I began feeling the stirs of desire and romance. From the age of 20 to about 24, I flirted with multiple women, I remained single though. The more I flirted, the more I began to get drunk and intoxicated with the conversations. They were in their mid to late 40's and 50's. I made certain that they were single though. The conversations went from simple flirting to sometimes quite intimate discussions. I was addicted to this behavior. But then, I stopped to think. Why was I doing this? Was it right? All those questions built up in my mind, my heart, and my soul. The more I thought about it, the angrier I became, the more fearful I became, the more guilty I became. I gained weight, lost my connection to my spiritual side ( no I'm not conserative), I became distrustful and I then stopped doing it all together. It doesn't change the fact though that I was a pig. Nothing more than a hounddog, a weasel. I thought with my sensual and lustful desires rather than thinking with my brain. I place this in the hate category because I have hated myself for behaving like this. I was a coward and have been behaving like a coward. A sin of pleasure and desire. Of course at the time I was doing it I didn't feel that way. I am in a caereer that I have fallen in love with and am eager to succeed at. However, every night I think back on those past mistakes I made, all the flirting, the lust, and I feel sick to my stomach for my behavior. For years I prided myself on being loyal to my friends and family and always being there for them, yet I lost my loyalty the second I began flirting and giving in to my desires. Again, I was foolish and I have been acting like a coward and trying to run from the mistakes. I am ready to move on though and ask for only one thing now to help me get my life back on track. I ask for forgiveness and the chance to move on and start over. I've lost most of the weight that I gained, I've really been working hard to stay loyal to the new friends I've made and my family, my new career is like a crop of wealth just waiting for me to harvest. If only I can get over this hatred that I feel. Hatred directed towards myself. Thank you for your time.
follow up to a post I made a week ago: I have been flirting with a young neighborhood woman that was new. or should say she does most of the flirting with me. last time I talked to her in person we exchanged phone numbers and started texting and the flirtation continued. she invited me to her house which is actually her parents. I'm not going to offer details other than I got a nice blowjob out of it and she said she would text me in a day or two and she would let me explore her body with my mouth and if I did a good job I could do whatever I wanted to her.
I love women and pussy, but I find it erotic playing with other men sexually. especially older men. I'm 30 years old and only play with men 45+ years old. I haven't fucked any booty or gotten my booty fucked. but I love giving each other blow jobs. my penis is average size so I get geeked when I get to suck on a much bigger dick. as soon as they pull it out and I see that they're hung, my penis automatically gets hard with precum. after a few strokes on their dicks from my mouth, I'm ready to cum in my pants. and it gets me hornier that those big dick men enjoy sucking on my average cock as well. I first started experimenting when I was about 22 years old. in my first encounter I was with a 60 years old white man with grey hair. we had spoke on Craigslist and decided to meet up early in the morning around 7AM at the intersection of Irving park road and Harlem ave in Chicago. we met at a parking lot in a strip mall plaza by the shoe carnival. I drove there, he parked next to me, and I got in the passenger side of his vehicle. I was thinking that he was gona pull out an average sized cock like mine, but when he did, I was extremely AMAZED!!! He was about 10 inches and thick. my eyes popped out and my mouth began to water. the whole time I was thinking " this is it, I'm gona finally have a cock in my mouth and luckily it's a huge one." my cock hard very hard and I can feel the whole adrenaline running thru my body, making my heart beat faster and my dick to pulsate. I finally began to stroke his big white cock with my mouth and I immediately loved it. I sucked it for about 5 mins, and with every stroke I gave him, I felt that same stroke on my own dick until I finally came in my pants from sucking him off. ever since then I've been hooked on sucking dick. I still fuck women regularly, but the occasional thought of having a hard dick in my mouth always gets to me. especially when I haven't sucked any in awhile. one thing I will not do with a man is kiss tho cuz that's disgusting to me lol but I'm all for sucking some dick tho ;)
I live in a neighborhood with lot sizes 2 to 5 acres and most of the houses are well off the street and surrounded by many trees. Therefore, it's rare to see neighbors and hard to know when someone moves. weeks ago I was at the front of my lot cutting grass and a young beautiful woman walked by rapidly and didn't look my way. I suspected she was walking for exercise and new to the neighborhood or visiting. On her return walk, I glanced her way multiple times and she smiled and gave me a small wave. Many days later I stopped to get mail and the paper coming back from tennis. She was walking again so I pretended to be looking at my mail while I glanced repeatedly at her walking toward me. Again she smiled, have a little wave but this time she crossed the street and approached my window. We made introductions and small talk. As she left, she turned around after a few steps and caught me staring at her ass. She smiled and said she knew I had been checking her out and before I could apologize, she asked, "Do you like what you see". I could only respond with a some and a nod. She said I should invite her over for coffee soon and then proceeded to walk away. I only know her first name, a graduate student having to move in with relatives until the university opens up, single, exercises daily, and is very very flirty. Yestersay, after not seeing her for about 2 weeks, she walked up my long steep driveway on her walk while I was eating lunch on my front porch. She visited for more than an hour. As she was leaving she asked if I wanted her number and before I could answer, she grabbed my pen and my hand and wrote in on my palm. That was one sexy suggestive move. I'm married, kids are on their own and my wife and I retired very early to pursue hobbies, sports, and travel. I have many opportunities to hoist company in private. I'm calling her today.
I wanted to see my wife. have sex with another man. so I convinced her and we did it. we have done it a few times. it really turns me on and I love it. now I'm trying to convince her to let the other guy cum in her. I dont know why I am ok with this. but I got mad when she cheated on me. it wierd. I really dont know. but i love to watch her getting fucked.
My gf recieves alot of d*** pictures in her inbox from random guys. she doesn't pay attention to the guys so she just blocks them. but she does save their d*** pics on her phone, and later masturbates to them. I caught her a couple times and it always turns me on