Why do I end up worshipping people and losing their interest because of it?
I'm angry and depressed right and I want to masturbate sooo fucking bad just to cool myself down.
They tell you, it gonna get better, they tell you it will be fine. But its not getting better,and its not gonna be fine, It wont be nice I will make sure of it.
I know this guy for like 6 months, we went on date today, we were holding hands the whole time i had so much to say but i couldn't talk i just wanted to be there and stay quiet i was really enjoying his company. and on my way home i had this weird feeling, i don't even how to describe it, i mean i was sad and confused i wanted to stay with him but at the same time i think that he wasn't really enjoying his time cause i was overwhelmed. we went out so many times but I've never felt this way before. I'm scared
My friends hate my taste in music as it consists of primarily metal but its the only genre that takes the thoughts and pain away...
i hv intrest in men. i love sex. i love my bf.. but sometimes i think i might be into girls. because when i masturbate.. i watch sex tapes and i mainly focus on the girl.... im prety sure it's because the guy is either not hot or im not intrested in their body type or even because i dont like looking at their dicks and saggy balls. but i like it when i see my man with his chizeld chin and hard dick... just dont hv the intrest in other guys maybe... myb just my guy... myb im jealous of their tits.. but i imagine myself groping their boobs like how you would see a cartoon vission.. but when i think about it with real human skin like me touching their skin...it starts feeling gross and disguasting.. idk.. feels weird.. just had to put it out there.
how can u trust anyone if the people who call them selves "biological family".. backstabs you, lies n abuse you inside out.
I have fallen in love with a man and dated multiple people since my first love, but my heart keeps bringing me back to him. I'm afraid I'll never be able to truly let go of that love, lord knows I've tried so hard.
I think I should be a prostitute. Not because of the sex but because I often need a lot of money right away and I'm useless.
i am a worthless piece of shit