I hope alternate universe do exists. I wonder if the other me out there happier than me here...
Yesterday, before I slept, I cried(because I pray for everyone)...then I fall asleep...till I was dreaming about my ex talk to me :'),,,afterthat dreaming about the person who really likes me but I reject him just being friend.
Im so tired of myself.. I want to give up. But giving up will hurt me more. Im trying my best to be the best..
My friend jokingly said this to me.. "dont think about suicide when ure home alone". she didnt know that I have suicide thoughts.. but honestly her words help me a little : )
I'm tired but I gotta keep going
i feel like people front like they care about me but genuinely dont.
Sick of crying. ...,........
I love Rose Namajunas so bad that it hurts and it's been more than a year now and i only like her more instead of less and everyday i feel worse about it and try to make it go away
When my parents say things like ''im hoping that you will decide to change your life soon'' and other idiot shit like that, i stop everything that im doing, it removes all my motivation. its being told to do something when you're already doing it, and my bitch ass dad thinks he is clever, he thinks i don't know my own life. i hope he dies
The girl i like is on the top of the world , i'm so distant from that, to her i must barely look like a person