Im a boy 25, and im renting a room in a house, and the landlord is gay, anyway today he send me text message if i dont want to hangout in his room and drink wine.. i was like no.. then he was like i won't bite you, then i havent replied anymore, i wish i was living alone not sharing house with some dude who wants to fuck me t-----t im so uncomfortable. i need to think about Rose extra hard today if i want to sleep good... i think i'll play her livestream again where she is cooking food, it always makes me feel good to watch it im scared and, uncomfortable and sad and i wish i was somewhere where i feel safe
its ok to be white
i'm really struggling to turn myself straight by trying to be attracted to men...being gay has been made illegal in my country.i'm 22,it's driving me crazy,i only have crushes &fall in love with girls but comfortable in friendships only with guys..help
'm 20..i feel like i am gay cuz women turn me on and ido get a romantic attraction to them...however,i'm dreamong of a future where i'll have children at some point...just wanna be happy p.s;i'm an introvert and a loner
My ex and I have been apart for two months now and I'm feeling worse than ever. I dont miss her sorry ass. Not in the aspect of a relationship. We're working on being friends which is going good but the painful part is not seeing my daughter everyday. She's my step-daughter per sey but still every bit mine. I still call her my daughter when people ask if I have kids because as far as I'm concerned: I was there when she was born, I diapered her, cradled her, fed her, bathed her, spent every holiday, birthday, family event, doctors appointment with her, I'm the one who she calls her daddy. Shes as good as mine. But being away from her breaks me. I saw her yesterday after a week and she gave me the biggest hug she ever gave. Gave me a big old kiss on the cheek and said "I love dada.". We watched Paw Patrol for an hour while she sat on my lap and cuddled on me. Fuck I almost cried. In a different respect I did miss her mother too and I'm glad to see her as well. But its painful. And I cherish every second I have with her.
my mind is trying to kill me
to think that people can be your closest friend in school but the moment that steady contact ceases im left alone. hurts more when you try to see them and they don't want anything to do with you
I genuinely hate my life and want to disappear.
I only hurt myself if I'm alone. I'm not able to trust anyone anyway.
i wish Rose would hold me and tell me everything is gonna be ok