Am I the only one left that believes in gender roles? That it's the man's responsibility to provide, protect, do manual labor? Women responsible to Care for the home, nurture the family, be everyone's safe place? If a man sees a woman struggling with physical work an I wrong to feel he should lend a hand? I've always wondered what it would feel like to have a guy who felt he needs to do what he can to lighten my burdens. I've never needed a guy to take care of me I've always done it on my own yet I can't help but to imagine being with someone who wants to even if he doesn't have to. Instead of always being the one that takes care of everything and everyone else with very little help. Perhaps my lame ideals that relationships should be partnerships has set me up for disappointment as I find myself in one sided relationships over and over again
You continue to make me feel like an ass, when something isn't going the way that you want, I know how to cope, you get all angry and frustrated. Then when I'm crying because I have no idea what I did this time, and you tell me I'm just throwing myself a pity party. You say you're going to be late for work, yet you won't just leave. Instead of sleeping, you play videogames then get upset at me that you have to go to work and you're exhausted. Ik I make you feel bad sometimes too, but at least when I fuck up, I come to you and apologize, you don't acknowledge the fact you were in the wrong. Everything is my fault, all of the time, you do you, and continue never to do any wrong, you perfect asshole.
I am very competitive in class honestly. I will not deny the fact that I will do everything I can in order to bring some of my classmates down. It would go in the saying, "I am irreplacable when it comes to being on top." yeah that's true
what would it be like when i dream having sex with my crush? of course i wouldn't dream of it. we have no chance. lost hope
Dreaming that my crush confessed to me that he also loved me was definitely a dream that I did not want to end honestly. But the truth hurts when reality is waiting for you to wake up and fucking move on that you both have no chance.
I really hate my mom. If only i'm not a student and i have a job, i would build my own home and living alone without her. She's always force me to do what she wants, all of it must decided by her, since i'm in kindergarten until now which is im 20. I was so happy when i could go for college in out of my town. For the first time i could feel, hangout with my friends at night, doing event until midnight, and im sure if i'm still living with mom for college, i wouldn't have a chance to do that thing. I would spent my young age with those rules of my mom which is so bored. I will have no experience. She doesn't allow me to doing that kind of thing, she thought it's just wasting of time. But, she's always acting kind to all of my friends, they're think my mom is cool although everytime i ask her permission to hangout with my bestfriends when i'm at home, it's so difficult. She would blame my friends that i've always wants to go outside. She thinks because of my friends i'm becoming a bad kid. Pfft, it's funny, just because i'm not thinking like her, she said that. She never appreciate me when i got 1st ranking in class, or when i do the right thing. But she always noticed me blamed me when i have my grades down, or i make a mistake. She also says "i better didn't have a kid like you". So do i, i better didnt live if everything that i've done always not enough for you. If suicide is not a sin, i would do that. This is sucks. I want finish my study early. So, i'm not depend on her anymore.
Hi I am a girl and I want to tell my story about how my relationship started and how it ended to be now... Till the age of 18 I have never had boyfriend due to my strict parents ,they were afraid of me doing something inappropriate like intime .. But things have changed since I got to the university , I have met a guy that I fell in love with, the problem was that that relationship was and still is forbidden for me as I am Christian and he is Muslim , my parents will negatively react to that, but this is not the biggest problem. The thing is that since I have started to go out with him I felt myself imprisoned, I couldn't do something without his permittion I couldn't talk even my old school friend as he was a guy he didn't even give me the chance to explain him about that situation.. I am so tired ,I feel myself like it's not really me, like i am walking in his shoes .. I can't even explain about my true emotions because the only thing that he would do, is to turn me his back away .. I am so afraid of telling him about everything I feel. I have never been like that before and now for everything that happens in our relationship he blames me .. He would never apologize first.. He even blames if a guy in a university ask me for a favour.. He is so nutty and he can really quick lose his temper , I can't even protect my rights, he really hates when I conflict or I argue with him especially when our positions and opinions doesn't match so always I have to back off , I am so tired I feel myself imprisoned and unable to open my feelings and be straight forward with the guy that I love most of all in the fear of losing him...
I am really confuse of my personality. I am a girl who also likes girls but then whenever I imagined myself being with I cringe like shit. And I also like boys. And rn idk if I should call myself bisexual or something.
I hate my girlfriend. I really can't stand her. I have tried to make her leave but she won't and every time we have sex I close my eyes and pretend that I am fucking her badass older sister. I want her sister more than anything but that's probably as close as I will ever get to having her older sister.
I was a goody goody in school. good grades, that friend that was always there for others .y best friend of 14 years died a couple years. and I went on a downward spiral... I stopped caring about life. I didn't care if I lived or died. I didn't care if I hurt others. I didn't care if my life went anywhere...