I confess my feelings to Jay..And now he's ignoring me...I just said that i like him but i'm not asking to be liked back if he really don't have feelings for me..He blocked me on facebook and messenger although we still see each other at school but he's acting like i'm stranger....
Lying to others is something I love to do but at the end of the day, I remember the lie, I cringe, I get mild emotional breakdown, and I get PTSD (no kidding I developed it from that) and then I told myself," I'm not doing it to other people again." But here comes my childhood trauma of trust issues and I lie again. I basically just lied to them again and I have always lied to myself over and over.... If my childhood never happened I wouldn't have an impulse to lie especially when people ask me question (even that question is not even personal). I never wanted to lie but i felt that I needed to lie..
I wish i was as handsome as pewdiepie
I was driving back home when the tire popped. I couldn't keep the car under control. My wife died. I can't forgive myself. I will never love again. It's been 19 years now.
I have a 7 month old and I'm pregnant agian. I deffently feel the judgment when I tell people but theres nothing I can do about it. I just got to keep my head up and be positive.
I'm haunted by the pain I caused. I'm so sorry that I hurt you. And sorry that I could have hurt you worse. In my heart of hearts, I don't lpve you because I don't think you're mine. But, after that is said, I wanna take care of you and love you and move past that fact. I hate that I felt that way at all.
I feel worse when it's this time of year.
Life's a blur nowadays. I don't like it but oh well.
i have a test in a few hours and i didn’t study for shit, i’m also behind all of my class work. i’m so fucking stressed and i would be able to handle this if my mental health was ok but nOoO
I wish I had enough friends- and a date- so I could throw a New Year's Eve party. Instead I'm going to watch the ball drop with a bottle of moscato in my hand.