I hate feeling like I'm constantly being ignored, I constantly try to tell myself that people have their own lives and what not but honestly I'm almost sure that they are just ignoring me..
can you point someone who do you believe is enjoying the life he/she has and would have say yes if she/he were asked to come to life again? See? Suicide is not too far away
I was so filled up with you. You being gone is a huge emptiness that I dont know what to fill up with inside my life
I dont deserve me. My body and soul needs someone who can take actions easily. Decide what to do. Do what she wants.
Mental illness and romantic relationships. When I start talking to someone I get paranoid they're doing me wrong so I get jealous, controlling, and guilt trip them because I feel like I'm a victim. But really I'm just looking for that clarification with feeling secure about being with them. I just want them to say "you're my only one" I just want to hear and see care. Once I feel it in not like this anymore and that's something most women don't understand about me and that's why I stopped getting into relationships because I haven't found anyone that can handle my mental illnesses.
I am so tired at a point I don't feel like I can do a short assignment. I feel too tired to meet friends and I snapped at my parents for asking me if I did one of the tasks I need to do on a weekly basis for the job in the future. I thought I would love this job and I do but I feel like I can't meet everyone's expectations.
It all keeps getting worse and worse and I can't anymore, I mean, why? How? It's unbelievable actually. Whenever I think okay, I've done it, I managed to get through this bad patch, now it's going to get better", there's a plot twist and it gets worse. I feel like a movie protagonist by now, it's just so ridiculous. I don't know where I am supposed to get the energy to get through the shit fest that's my life from anymore.
I feel hopeless. Like I am being tested or punished
I like my English teacher and he barely looks at me I bought him a gift for the end of the year and I don't know if I should give him I feel a bit silly
I have legit been ghosted, bailed on and just plain ignored but like everyone this fucking week. I can't stand anyone of this shit anymore.