I was 7 I saw a little girl with her min and dad. I liked her toy so we talked.she was 5. her mum and dad went in a different way. I said nothing. when we where done talking she said bye and...was lost. she headed off in the other way than her mum and dad...I felt so guilty I had no idea what hapend. was she kidnapped? was she dead? was she alive?...I have always and will forever blame myself that she was lost kidnapped or dead. I have a lot of regrets but that is my top one. i hate myself for it i am to blam...
This virus has gotten me so stressed. I honestly don't know what to do at this point
I feel useless, I sleep all day, I can't study, nothing can make me happy, I just feel emptiness inside me, as if I were suffocating little by little and could not scream for help. Emptiness and sadness are louder, I try to ignore them, but for the most part I'm always thinking about how to end my life. I am a burden to my family, I am ashamed of who I am. I don't know how much longer I will take.
I sent Rose some drawings, but she's so famous and loved, that i don't think she even sees them. im really sad about it. i really want her to just know i exist even if its just for one second
I have been eating more food than normal, lately. I'm not pregnant, just really unsatisfied.
Hello! This one is for our African Brothers
one of the many hardest parts about being a father is explaining to my child what I've done in my days to her one day. I've lived a long life so far. It feels like a lifetime and the days dont coincide anymore. It just feels jumbled and confusing. I've inherited my mother's depression at an early age. My left forearm is a portrait of self-harm cuts and scars. Everytime she sees them, she crawls on my lap and pats them and says "you hurt?" or "Feel better?" How am I supposed to explain to her one day that I've struggled to face my misdeeds in the past and had horrid ways to deal with them and myself?
I'm so depressed and lonely that I have tried to end my life 5 different times.what is wrong with me
I almost self-harmed today. Its hard when you think your alone even tho you have someone at your side.
She doesnt realize how much she is hurting me. She wants me around but doesnt want to be with me. One day she is going to have a boyfriend who will not want me around, she thinks she can keep me around, but the truth is she'll be forced to get rid of me. I've been contemplating ending our relationship, but I dont want to hurt her. She says I'm the best friend shes ever had, I treat her right, I tell her the truth, I'm there for her. I wish it were true, but I'm nothing but poison to her. I wish I had the strength to free her. I wish I had the strength not cry over the girl who doesnt love me or need me.