Everytime i get a proper panic attack(with all the fun physical symptoms) i feel like a part of my soul dies, i'm scared to think about how much i have left before i have totally lost my will to live. #nonotateenager
Do you know that feeling of threat, when you just don't feel good, are nervous, can't enjoy anything - for example because you have an exam the next day or sitting in an airplane that's about to take off? I have that every other day, just without a reason. Maybe there is a reason, but I don't know it. My unconscious self is just like "feel threatened" but doesn't tell me what the threat is. It's horrible. I have that right now. It's a beautiful, normal day, I'm doing things I should enjoy, but I still feel as nervous as if someone held a gun to my head all the time. Why am I like this.
I'm trying to get good enough so i can work trough my sport, but i injured myself in a really silly way and now i will need surgery that will put me out of training for at least 4 months. i don't know what to do with my life in these months, without my sport i want to die, i can't lose 4 months but i'm also so sad and not motivated to do anything if it's not related to training at least
I cry every night until I fall asleep because human cruelty breaks my heart; it hurts so much that I can't stop thinking about killing myself.
I lie alot. I rather be in another world then face reality. I rather push people away then have them close. and when I find that I'm falling for someone I will do something that makes him hate me......I'm fucked up and I know it...
Do you people have any experience with self harm? do you still do it?
What are the good reasons to take a vacation leave? I already tried 3 times but kept on being "not approved". Seems that I can't take a vacation leave for a reason I need a break from work and needs a vacation. Any help?
before i sleep i alayws pray that i dont wake up , i hope i die , because i dont have the balls to kill myself i tried shocking but i couldnt do it , i just dont want to live anymore nothing matters really , im the biggest pussy on this planet i dont even have the guts to kill myself
1st Ramadhan, 17 May 2018. That's the end of my life, my world.
I'm worried because my bf doesn't really use FB messenger much, however earlier on tonight I noticed that all of a sudden he's unusually active on it, hours later he's in the other room while I'm lying here in bed, wondering what he's doing - I just checked and I can see that he's active on it right now - I worry about why he'd be on it at 4 in the morning. I think he just saw me come online because he just stopped being active. It worries me because I know a girl he had a crush on from his old high school is on his profile alongside a few other cute chicks in general. Would anyone else be concerned? If so, what do? I don't think I can even say anything without coming as a obsessive but I can't help but be concerned.