sooooo I'm totally dead. I did something weird and tried.to.fix it and made it 100% worst. see you guys at my funeral. ciao.
You've finally made me believe that I don't deserve anything at all.
My husband is divorcing me because he was diagnosed with cancer and thinks he's just gonna be a big burden on me. I'm so depressed and heartbroken. He's my soulmate.
I hate confessing relationship problems here because it seems so cliché. But I have no one else to turn to, and I'm desperate. I'm in so much pain. I knew our relationship was ending- I could feel it- and I was okay with it. But now that I'm alone, now that I have to be around him and I can't hold his hand or kiss him or tell him how much I love him, it hurts so damn bad. I feel so lonely and empty without him. So pointless. I know that that's ridiculous, of course I have purpose without him. But everything looks bleak right now. And I'm just so sad that we couldn't work things out. I really wanted to spend my life with him. He wasn't perfect, but he made me happy...
i lost my school's money amount 2millions. what should i do? :(
My dad abandoned me because it turned out that I wasn't his. Fucking asshole.
All the sappy songs about someone leaving you and missing them and stuff I listen to is because I miss my daughters and ya that's that and the bitch to. But most of all my daughters. and plus gangster rap and provocative sex symbol music I think isn't very soulful or music videos I never have watched a full music video.
when i try to use my 2nd phone, i get depressed. depression is a part of my life. i missed out on so many good moments
I feel deeply ashamed because I'm an an eastern-european, Obviously, I can't change it, but I'd be so happy to just throw away my stupid first language with this accent. Even if I'm trying to do my best when speaking my clearly-not-native version of English, people will still know that I'm not from a western EU country. I just can't hide my accent, and it's so overwhelmingly frustrating. I pay my taxes, never claim benefits and never go to a GP so I won't be a burden for the NHS - and I'm still so afraid of being a burden for this country, and getting judged because of all those other immigrants. I just want to blend in to this society, because (even if some might think) I don't have a place to go home. My "home" country sunk in hate-speech, brainwashing and depression. When a customer just asked me some days ago (with that pure hatred in his voice) "Are you international, boy?" I didn't have the will to make any conversation about it, I just answered yes - I tend to find it hard to speak on the end of a week of nightshifts. Of course, after he walked away I couldn't stop myself from thinking about it, because that comment still hurts. I should've asked him what did I do against him... or tell him anything else. I just don't want to be hated, but I can't change the way I speak. Apologies for being born an eastern-european. I mean it.
I always knew there was something different about me as I grew up. I'm mentally ill and can't figure out what I need to do to not feel at all.