I feel like Raj in the first seasons of BBT.
I hate my body. I'm only 22 and I'm already having a saggy butt and cellulite all over my legs, my belly is disproportionately fat compared to my stick arms and small breasts, and I overall look more like a 40 year old mom than someone who's supposed to be in their best years. I always felt okay about my body (I mean, of course I thought I had flaws, but who doesn't), and I'm simply not used to feeling so badly about my appearance. I wish I could love myself, but that's hard when even your partner is starting to not want to see you in lingerie anymore.
I'm lonely, I don't want to bother anyone about it because we talked already but I hate being alone and not talking or texting somebody. I just really have to talk to somebody because when I'm not I start thinking of how useless and annoying I am to other people and start thinking that everyone hates me and I should just die. then, I start getting angry, sad and violent. I don't know how to deal with this anymore
I'm noticing that I'm starting to feel depressed. A lot of pets that i have loved died, one leaving theirselves in the middle of a fire to die bleed and eventually rot, I don't feel happy ever, I never actually laugh unless I think hard about what It was that would make me laugh. Also, a girl in my class hates me for some unknown reason. I only have three close friends and ones depressed, one of them is best friends with the girl who hates me and nice me didn't tell her what the girl has damaged because they were best friends, the last one is my bestfriend, she gets me, she understands me, and were both lesbian pieces of crap. I think I fit in at my new school at least, we all have problems. If you think I'm depressed please tell me, I can't even force a smile. Should I tell my mom?
I'm really lonely right now. Meeting up with closest friends only every couple of months. Boyfriend is very occupied with his own situation. Don't want to bring him down or keep him from anything.
I hate my job today. It's so unorganized, I'm so unequipped, and I'm so inexperienced for what is expected of me. But here I am, trying to secure a contract alone. I just want a job with less responsibility, or more support. I'm exhausted.
I have a big penis, ~25cm, and any girl seeing that escapes from having this giant thing getting into! I am so miserable!
I've had a wifes friend come onto me and it's been tempting me ever since shes not even cute but my wife and I have been distant lately and it's hard sometimes i need someone to be my conscience
I guess my seasonal depression was just late - not cancelled.
When I was younger I was super overweight. Spent the 2 months with my grandparents at their retirement condo. Since I was the youngest there by a mile, the old guys hit on me a lot. Eventually I just said f*** it and stopped curving them. Spent the better part of a month hooking up with them. It’s weird but the affection they gave me me me feel wanted in a way I’d never experienced and it helped me get out of a dark place.