Everything in my life always backfires. I complain, people tell me (or I tell myself) that I should do something about it, and then that backfires. I pour my heart out on here, and get hate comments that make me sad. I go to a party to be social, and end up hating it. I go outside and get yelled at by a stranger. I feel like the world is just angry at me. I'll probably get a hate comment on this confession here, too, so I won't even read the comments. Just wanted to tell all of you assholes out there that you're not as smart as you think and that other people can really have an awful life and that not everything can be solved with "just do something about it"
My estranged aunt regained custody of my cousin who my parents raised since he was a baby and we're probably never going to see him again. I'm so heartbroken and don't know what to do.
Do tell me everything will be alright.
What a shitty city, shitty streets, stray dogs everywhere. I'm only staying here because my job is here. I would move immediately if I get a better job in a better place.
Please help me, I am so depressed right now, hardly can breathe. I don't know what to do anymore.
i always feel lonely, i could be surround by loved ones, friends, or being in a relationship but even when im with them nothing changes.. what is wrong with me.
so....i have some really toxic people in my family and Every time I try to have a peaceful life...they just pop up asking for money or always have a million problems....making me feel even feel.depressed and stressed.... The people im writing about have had millions of opportunities in life,more experience job wise and more travelling opportunity. I'm not accomplished or anything but I'm working hard towards me goal and have never had any help from them.nor anyone in my family. I've literally struggled by myself in 2 different foreign countries...im in the us now where I've been through so much but I'm still alive and thankful...i have no one to lean on or help if anything happens to me but yet they still continue to kind of ask for money or whatever....thats all they do. they don't care if I'm alive or dead...just when they want stuff....should I block them? I just wanna live a peaceful life. life is already not that easy
my brother decided that I'm not family anymore... just because he won't stop commenting on Facebook, obscene, degrading, rude, mean and insulting stuff to my friends. I had the last straw the other day when he started bullying someone about her weight (wasnt of my friends but still) (keep in mind my brother was also quite heavy a few years ago, so kind of hypocritical) anyways. I told him I had enough. I had warned him before to stop saying stuff like that where my friends, coworkers, employers and potential customers (I own my own business) could see it. it was unprofessional and just wrong either way. but I didn't want it reflecting me that he was doing that. so when I told him to stop, that it wasn't nice and I didn't want it on my Facebook. he freaked out that I'm taking away his freedom of speech and that apparently I'm all for child slavery and brainwashing (don't ask me where he got that from. it makes absolutely no sense to the conversation at all). so he said "if you're ok taking away people's rights and abusing children then we are blood but you're not my family" and blocked me on Facebook. we live in the same house and he refused to talk to me or be in the same room with me. my parents talked to him and he said I compared him to Hitler so he isn't talking to me. once again, no idea where that came from, that was never mentioned in conversation. even my parents saw the convo we had and know that wasn't a thing. so idk, maybe wait it out and he'll stop being a little baby?
i now have thoughts about killing myself again, idk what to do, every day i wake up and then i see myself, i think that i should do everyone a favor and just do it, but the other part of me still wants to stay alive until it's the only option in my life.
I don't wanna die but I wish I wasn't born.