My father sexually abused me as a child. Outside of that, we had a good father daughter relationship going fishing, camping, talking about politics, shopping, etc. I’m 21 now, moved out last year and didn’t talk to him this entire time. Am I wrong for wanting to spend time with him again? I miss our trips and bonding and just having that male figure in my life. My boyfriend thinks it’s Stockholm syndrome but I don’t know. I just miss him because we were basically best friends. And I don’t feel that if I were to spend time with him now the way we did before that anything like that would happen. I just don’t know what to do or what’s wrong with me. Am I wrong for wanting to spend time with him or at least have some kind of a relationship? Because right now he’s basically a stranger and I haven’t heard his voice in over a year. Please help
I see no future that's good for me. Either I die before I reach 50 due to my health problems or I become a homeless person.
I hate my job so much that I don't know how to stand it. I've already tried multiple different occupations and every one was worse than the other one. I know, I know. I should keep trying new things until I find something that's right for me. But the reality is that you can't keep quitting job traineeships, I already had a hard enough time getting accepted in my current one because it's hard to convince an employer that you will stay with him If you've quit so many before. There's also the social pressure that's crippling me and is making me feel even more like an absolute failure. The worst thing is that I know what I want, but there doesn't seem to be a profession that meets all my priority expectations, so there's always that one thing that absolutely sucks and makes my life hell but the alternative isn't better, it's just a different hell. I'm difficult, I know that, but what can I do? I don't know. I'll just stay in this one and see how long I can make it before I shut down.
I confess my feelings to Jay..And now he's ignoring me...I just said that i like him but i'm not asking to be liked back if he really don't have feelings for me..He blocked me on facebook and messenger although we still see each other at school but he's acting like i'm stranger....
Lying to others is something I love to do but at the end of the day, I remember the lie, I cringe, I get mild emotional breakdown, and I get PTSD (no kidding I developed it from that) and then I told myself," I'm not doing it to other people again." But here comes my childhood trauma of trust issues and I lie again. I basically just lied to them again and I have always lied to myself over and over.... If my childhood never happened I wouldn't have an impulse to lie especially when people ask me question (even that question is not even personal). I never wanted to lie but i felt that I needed to lie..
I wish i was as handsome as pewdiepie
I was driving back home when the tire popped. I couldn't keep the car under control. My wife died. I can't forgive myself. I will never love again. It's been 19 years now.
I have a 7 month old and I'm pregnant agian. I deffently feel the judgment when I tell people but theres nothing I can do about it. I just got to keep my head up and be positive.
I'm haunted by the pain I caused. I'm so sorry that I hurt you. And sorry that I could have hurt you worse. In my heart of hearts, I don't lpve you because I don't think you're mine. But, after that is said, I wanna take care of you and love you and move past that fact. I hate that I felt that way at all.
I feel worse when it's this time of year.