I find myself always looking at my phone on the side. when it goes off I get excited and check but it's just notification from work. there's a void in me.
I think im am going to kill myself later in life probly in my thirties if I dont change I hate every part about me and my depression is so bad I cant spare the effort to change the things i hate I'm constantly distracting my self through my own life just to get by and pass time and i so alone i downloaded this app to vent
I sometimes wish I could be a normal girl with a group of friends! Me being the prettiest of course. With a bubbly personality and hot guys chasing me all the time instead of trolling online for attention
This has been the longest 24 hours in my life. I wonder why...
Is there anyone that can speak malay language here? from malaysia and students. I need help.
Im sorry mom.. dad.. Im sorry and I love u. Sorry for not being a good daughter, sorry for fucked myself up. Im reallly sorry.
hello, I have a big trouble. I miss the due date to register class for my course. what should I do? I'm fucked up. I fucking hate myself. and I'm desperate for help. anyone plis give me some ideas for solution.
I have a very bad day. It has been a long time since I felt this bad. I haven't stopped crying since I woke up. I thought I was finally getting better and back to my cheerful self, guess I was wrong..
I hate myself and I've lost my will to live, but I know how my death would make my family feel so it's not a real option. My mom and half of my siblings are depressed too and I don't want them to feel even worse. I don't really have anyone to talk to about this, again because I don't want them to feel worse. Anyone outside of my family is not close enough that it'd be appropriate for me to talk about this - not to mention they might not even care. I don't know what I'm gonna do with my life.
I'm homesick. I wish I could move back to my hometown. The rent is cheaper there and I could see my family for the holidays. I work in retail so there's no way I can drive six hours each way to see my family for any holiday. If I lived in the same town as them, I could maybe get lucky with my schedule. I don't know how many years I'll have left with my grandparents. But I don't have money to move. I'd have to rent a Uhaul, pay deposits, probably rent a place sight unseen. I just can't afford all that right now. But I'm stuck. We're living paycheck to paycheck and have no room to save anything.