im so lonely that i just use stranger chatting apps to meet anyone who will at least a 5 minute conversation with me
People make me feel like a brat for expressing my emotions so I hide them.
I feel like my mom likes to humiliate me in front of my whole family. If she sees that I am sad afterwards, she appologizes but it's a classic "sorry, BUT...". Then she wonders why I am grumpy or sad the whole time. Sometimes I even feel like she looks at me with disgust. Shes a lovibg mother most of the time but then this happens. I know this sounds weird bit I cant explain it. Maybe its all in my head.
I have 3 personalities. Sometimes I feel depressed and worthless, sometimes I wanna harm people and destroy stuff and sometimes I am overly happy. But I cant be truly happy because I feel like I am respponsible for lots of things even tho I'm only 13. idk what to do because I dont want to talk about this to my parents or a therapist.
this is exactly why i choose to build a family out of my friends...family hurts me more than anyone i can count on
governments are using covid to overstep boundaries
my crush is engaged to a big black guy and i am feeling like insecure and demeaned and like im no good. i , like, i dont have a small dick or anything , i just try not to think about it but sometimes i do, can anyone help to feel better , im not like racist i guess. well maybe i am cuz im saying this but whatever, i just feel terrible i want to be happy again and, stuff
im alone and my friend invite me for christimas dinner with his family. i think is just him his brother whos my other friend and their dad. i guess it wont be too awkward but im worried, that its gonna be really awkward. i bought gifts for them but i dont have gift wrapping papers, i put them in paper bags lol with a bow. does anyone know some tips how to act, im really bad at talking to people at times like these
for that person whos has been talking to me, the girl i like wasnt at practice today, i want to add her on ig, but im too scared or anxious about it, i think i need to be reasoned to do it. idk i just wish she liked me and if she dont like me its gonna be not very happy i guess
Its sad when I know that if I commited suicide right now my partner wouldn't check too see if Im ok until hours have passed.