My friend ignored me for the last few days so screw him. I shouldn't get back in touch with him again anyway after our last discussions. He's thick headed, dumb and ignorant.
I had a friend who was always being annoying and thought it was funny to hit me as hard as she can. She is kind of stronger than me but I am smarter. I scratched her sometimes when she hit me and she asked me how I do it (obviously to use it against me). I practiced scratching on my own hand when I was in 4th grade (don't ask). I told her that she should scratch herself till she bleeds (which I never did). The next day she came to school and proudly showed me her hand. It was full of scars and looked disgusting. I went to the toilet because I couldn't hold my laugh anymore. Her stupidity is too much to handle. She still scratches like a baby.
Just remembered that one evening my friends and I played some kind of truth or dare game, the question was "rate your own looks on a 1 to 10 scale". I actually rated myself a 7/8, but said 5 because I didn't want to sound self absorbed - and everyone agreed with me. Including my crush. Like, it was one of those situations where people usually go "nooo you're so pretty you're at least a 7 don't be hard on yourself" but they all seemed so keen on agreeing with me on the 5 that I think they actually thought I was even lower than that. It was a silly question, but that one moment ruined my self esteem forever.
I was on a video call with my best friend. she was taking a shower an she got naked on video. she didn't mean to while she was getting out she took her towel off saw her yummy body her sweet pussy an her small tits. she knows I want to fuck her again. I told her really when she did that. I met her when she was 13 we use to fuck I was 22 when we met. now she's 20 saw her naked again finally. I told her when are we going to have sex again. she said tonight if you want. you just saw me naked I just dropped everything an left. haven't ate that pussy since she was
I feel so alone and ashamed. This girl I know is upset with me because I wont share my feelings with her, and because I'm always putting myself down. She told me she is angry with me because she wants to hell me, but I refuse to talk with her. But that isn't the case. I've lived a hard life, where no one cared about me or my pain. I just dont know how to talk about my issues. I dont know what to say, all I know is that I'm in even more pain because she cant understand that. I dont know if I can last much longer like this.
I just wanna have a deep and meaningful connection with someone. Every person I meet these days just bore me. Or maybe I've become old and boring lol
feeling drained. i wish people actually liked me. haven't had a meaningful connection in forever
I have a friend who's 20 years younger. C is 30 and we have become friends over the last year or so. we joke that we each want the other closer to our age cause were really perfect t together. I been getting the idea of just having sex with her cause we both admit we really need to have sex and both are seeking someone. I think we each know the other wants to but we don't want it to be wierd or ruin a great friendship. shes just so dam hot. I hope we get together the work on keeping it in the bedroom and not let it leak out from there..
Last night I got drunk. I had a really funny evening and it was wonderful... but now I feel like shit. Typical hangover. It's not like I'm the first person to experience this. But I hate myself so much right now for only being able to have fun when drinking too much alcohol.
I did something to my friend while on LSD and I don't know what it was it makes me feel like shit to think about because one I don't remember it and two I really hurt him. not physically btw but emotionally