This is it. I'm finally asking him to hang out. It's... not a date, necessarily. But I want to get to know him as a friend before I try to advance beyond that. I don't want to rush things and jump straight into dating when we barely know each other for real. I've been nervous to ask him, but I need to get over myself. This will never go anywhere if I don't take a step.
Riding in the car today, I heard him sing for the first time. I want to compliment him on his voice, but I'm afraid if I point it out that he'll get self conscious and never sing in front of me again.
I know it wasn't a date, but after hanging out with him, my feelings for him are so much stronger. My heart is soaring, it's racing, it's glowing. I'm ecstatic. I was so happy and comfortable just being around him that I didn't even feel anxious about being around people I didn't know. And I'm starting to get the feeling that maybe, just maybe, he really does like me back. I hope to God he does.
I hate not being able to drive. But I'm so scared of driving. But it's starting to become REALLY inconvenient that I can't drive. My crush actually invited me to go hang out with him and some friends, and I might not be able to go if I can't find a ride. It's just embarrassing. I really want to drive, I'm just so scared...
I just wish I knew whether he liked me or not. I'm too scared to ask him because I don't want to ruin our friendship. I'm totally happy just being his friend forever, I'm not going to risk losing him just because I'd like something more than friendship. But if he really does like me, I wish he'd tell me. Sometimes I think he does. And other times I wonder if I'm just hoping so hard that I'm imagining it.
My friend has been ignoring my texts for months... I finally texted him today, one last time, to ask if I did something wrong. He finally responded... He got a new phone and didn't know who was texting him for months. It's so funny, but at the same time, why didn't he just ask who it was omg I've been stressing over nothing!
I have a lot of stuff to share here because in real life, none of my friends would let me talk. Just all about them. Then they ask me why I don't share too much stories? That I'm boring? Please...
I did it. I told my sister that I used to cut myself. I'm still embarrassed but she didn't seem to judge me.
I have been close friends with two brothers for years, their parents calls me their adopted child, but now they have two younger sisters who both have grown up to be beautiful and smart young women age 19&20 and i cant help it but i'm almost daily thinking of the elder of the two. Always when we have a conversation we connect, i usually hate people but she is different and i think i have been able to hide it from her but inside im melting when she looks me in the eyes.. Problem is i dont feel worthy of her in the rest of the familys eyes, i have a long list of mental problems and their family knows this.. #justmyluck also i dont want to make a mistake with the brothers and parents, they're so nice to me, its a safeplace for me when im around them, but oh the temptation when she comes around... Oh btw im 25.
I started seeing someone and I don't know yet if I like him or no ..