80% of the people in my contact list probably have no idea that I have their number or don't even remember who I am and would definitely be bewildered if they knew I have their number saved. I only keep them in my list in case someone I meet ever gets a look into my contact list, because it would be too embarrassing to have only 10 contacts, of which 8 are "mum", "granny" etc.
It's a horrible feeling to have your friends slowly drifting away from you. To notice that you're more often calling them than the other way around, until they stop replying to your texts altogether. To see them do things in their social media stories that you used to do with them, but now they're doing it with other friends. I don't know where I went wrong to lose them, maybe it's the distance. I miss the old times.
I have a friend name Felicia. And I dont like shouting the phrase "bye felicia!" When she's away leaving to her next class. Im more uncomfortable than she is. But thats how she became popular with her name. But nobody uses the phrase in my whole school especially in fromt of her because if someone say it, she's like, "bruh im not going anywhere!"
I'm so terrified of pushing him away. I just want to be nice, but I'm trying so hard to not overdo it because I don't want to seem creepy. I want to make it clear that I'm just trying to be friends with him, but I don't want him to think I'm not interested in him romantically, because I am. But I don't know if he likes me back, and I'd rather never tell him and just be friends than confess my feelings and risk losing him for good. And if he ends up telling me he likes me, then I'm absolutely going to be honest with him. But until then... just friends is good. It's great. I'm happy as long as he's happy.
My bestfriend cussed out her boyfriends kids because they were "annoying". She's pregnant with her own kid and I'm worried for her kid. I talked to her about how it's fucked up she use that type of language with children but she responded like its the kids fault. It might be their fault for whatever they did but you don't talk to children like that you teach them. She doesn't have a job and rely on her 60 yr old mother who's working 2 full time jobs. She can barely take care of herself. Although there is a chance she might change after her baby's born. I hope she does...
This is it. I'm finally asking him to hang out. It's... not a date, necessarily. But I want to get to know him as a friend before I try to advance beyond that. I don't want to rush things and jump straight into dating when we barely know each other for real. I've been nervous to ask him, but I need to get over myself. This will never go anywhere if I don't take a step.
Riding in the car today, I heard him sing for the first time. I want to compliment him on his voice, but I'm afraid if I point it out that he'll get self conscious and never sing in front of me again.
I know it wasn't a date, but after hanging out with him, my feelings for him are so much stronger. My heart is soaring, it's racing, it's glowing. I'm ecstatic. I was so happy and comfortable just being around him that I didn't even feel anxious about being around people I didn't know. And I'm starting to get the feeling that maybe, just maybe, he really does like me back. I hope to God he does.
I hate not being able to drive. But I'm so scared of driving. But it's starting to become REALLY inconvenient that I can't drive. My crush actually invited me to go hang out with him and some friends, and I might not be able to go if I can't find a ride. It's just embarrassing. I really want to drive, I'm just so scared...
I just wish I knew whether he liked me or not. I'm too scared to ask him because I don't want to ruin our friendship. I'm totally happy just being his friend forever, I'm not going to risk losing him just because I'd like something more than friendship. But if he really does like me, I wish he'd tell me. Sometimes I think he does. And other times I wonder if I'm just hoping so hard that I'm imagining it.