After running into an old boyfriend and finding out we still have the hots for each other, I now think of him while being with my hubby.
My friend jokingly said this to me.. "dont think about suicide when ure home alone". she didnt know that I have suicide thoughts.. but honestly her words help me a little : )
me and my friend are not in a relationship but at the same time we are . it gets so confusing for me but I still love it🤫
I'm considering to dump a friend of mine. We do have fun together from time to time but his general pessimism and victim complex has been a real drain on my own mental health for too long now. I'm considering to just stop talking and spending time with them all together. Which, by the way, was their suggestion because "I deserve to be with someone who won't drag me down". I didn't want to accept that fact and I still don't feel comfortable with this decision but I don't think I can keep this up much longer.
My best friend from high school broke up with her boyfriend after about 10 years together. We haven't talked in years but I still consider her a friend. She's moving back home and is struggling to get packed. I wish I had the money and time off work to drive across the country and bring her home. I don't care if it's over 2000 miles each way, I'd totally do it if I could. But I'm broke as hell. I don't even have enough gas money to leave the state.
So I worked the graveyard shift with this woman in her 50s. there are a few other people but shes the only woman, and the others we both find annoying. everyday for years I visit her before my first break. its most to check on her, but I'll admit after so many hours alone its nice to have some human interaction. she shares a lot of her sexual interactions with me so I thought maybe I could get her to share more(pics), but she was worried it would change our friendship. years later, I get a Facebook message of her telling me shes horny. it shocked me and I honestly thought she was playing with me. she invites me over and i sit for a minute thinking if I should or shouldn't. its hella late after all. I honestly only wanted pics, and i never thought about sex with her. I said fuck it and made my way over. the whole way over i was worried i would over think it and have a softie, and that did happen. she was completely nude and so was I but my dick got soft even though i was turned on. weirdly she understood. got me a drink and we talked in the nude about random shit, she gave me head and I was finally hard. so we fucked. I slept over and she made me breakfast then we did it again. honest to God I enjoyed it, but I did worry she would regret it. anyways I went home and days later I went to work prepared to prove it wouldn't change anything. everything has been the same, and honestly it feels like it never happened. hell I had to ask her if it deal happen after a month lol and she smiles everytime and tells me it did. I just haven't been able to tell anyone. so yeah. that happened.
I'm secretly obsessive with my best friend and I can't stop but I put it to an end
i don't really care right now i want somebody to talk to im soo loney and cant talk or text any one . so if sobody wound like to talk or text heres my ## -->15167257482<--
I can't figure out my feelings for him. He is super sweet and chill and I get a rush when I hug him, but I'm not physically attracted to him (he's not ugly, just not my type..). I figure I'm just so lonely that any kind of contact/attention gives me a rush, but how will I ever know if my feelings are real? Ugh, love can be so complicated sometimes 😣
I have a best friend who is a guy. he love another girl and everyone knows about it . But yet when ever he sees me with my boyfriend he gets mad or tries to interrupt us. What does this mean ? Does he have feelings for me more then a friend or is it normal . I call him sometimes even bro or son .